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During working I very stress!!!
I hate those people always comment about others people. Human really scary ... they can pretend in front of you .... in front of you they very kind and will makes you laugh but behind u will bad comment about you to others . Really scary . I feel want give them a mirror ! why ? because want to let them know human not 100% perfect ! every human will make a mistake and have their own attitude ....
always order ppl work for you .... but u not appreciate us ... u all said we all are killers WTF !!! hate them !!! plz la if we r not help u who going to help u all !!! always become runner I think I can win 1st price in jogathon !!!!
anything mistake or inceident happen ... u all will blame on us !!! why ? why ? me and my friends also no mood to celebrate PH .... hate them !!!
Home Sweet Home .... I like to stay at home .... home is heaven ... I can do whtever I like and eat whtever I like ! really free of stress .... wahaha >.<
hope tonight God will bless me ! hope everything fine ... next week start study yes !!! hurray !!!

Feeling??!!

haha long time i didn't update my blog.... really a very long time.... because I no have extra time for me to update my blog.

Tomorrow is my first day doing night shift ... so I need to adjust my sleeping time ... I plan tonight sleep late and 2morrow morning go to church a while and continue SLEEPING wahaha...

I wondering why I want be a human...??? izit be a plant or animal is better than being a human ??? be a human really very tired .. everyday facing different types of problems and need to solve it....Izit I choose this carrier is a good choice ??? I really like my job but.... sometimes feel why I want be so suffer??? want to join this job really need a patient ... everyday i will face different types of pt and different types of attitude.... i really need a patient i hope God will provide me some wisdom and energy ....

I very hate ppl comment about my job .... one day heard somebody have bad comment about my job they said I just need to pratice and no need study also can already ... I feel like want to shout at him and said ..... my job is really need patient and need to study not anybody can simply join my work .... if morning work need to wake up earlier ... u not yet wake up work I already working half way... u on leave i working ... at afternoon shift u went home I still working ... on night shift u still SLEEPING i still working ..... U KNOW A NOT ??? don't simply comment about ppl's job....This job very stress n stress...Everyday need to pray hard not happen any incident while I on duty if not i need to hang myself..... I die better than pt die ... sometimes stress until I cry... something that I have did wrong somebody will shout at me on the road all ppl look at me ... my mum also no scold me like this .... I still need to study and upgrade more knowledge ...if not how to take care u .... I just pray hard to God i hope God really can bless me and i can graduate in 2012 ... I really hope that....