Dissapointed !!!

U talk I won't angry isn't ??? so easy let u all buli isn't ??? when u all need me only call me ...eat shit la u all ... i can't scold in front of u because I still can tahan u all.... I would like to take this chace to scolded u !!!! when u sick r... I take care u ...go find doctor with u ...u no money I borrow u .... u facing problem I help u to solve BUT now ... I really cannot tahan u anymore !!!!! Everytime u no mood ....no want peduli me but once problem come u baru find me !!!! u talk me is what har !!!! ur face is too FAKE !!!! IN front of others u act like polite n helpful !!! bullshit i want to tell u !!!!!

I wish & HoPe

>.< Ya I showing this picture ...where is it ? which department ?? Yes !!! This is OT department ... I hope I can become a staff nurse in this department ... I really hope that ... because this is more suit for me compare to other department except ED .... I like ED too ...

I feel in OT really can learn more ...I really respect the staff nurse there and ward sister ...they are really professional and pro in medical field .... I realize working this area really can learn a lot ... always can top up new knowledge ...only the instruments ...got thousand and million instrument for the staff to remember ... I just a student so is not require to memorize all the instruments ... but the medicine and suture I had search it for my learning purposes....

In OT really cannot play a fool ...really need to be serious ...eventhough just a simple procedure example , help staffs or doctor tying gown ...also need maintain technique aceptic .... but in student life no chance for me to scrub in which means wear a sterile gown and gloves to assist doctor ...this is a sad case for me .... Only thing I can do is just tying gown ...Moreover next week I no chance because I will start follow anaesthetic my changes for me to assits case is 0% T.T ....

Now I want to express out my own feeling .... OK I know myself is not a top student and no qualified to comment about others ...BUT ... I really can't stand it anymore .... why some of the people ....if they weak in studies or procedure why can't they go learn more or study more...why they like to asking people ??? and I just a student I can't always tell u the exact answer ... and i will feel IRRITATING !!! always ask and ask ..if I said I don't know or SEE by yourself.... then they will said i selfish .......why can't you just flick the book and READ it up ??? and nowadays internet is so convinient , just type whatever u want to search ...a thousand million words is coming out .....

True friends + Best friend 4EVER !!!

Yes is THEM !!! they are my secondary best friends as well as my classmate too ....I really miss schooling time ...its really fun everyday we play around and eat a lot lol.... I same class with Edison since form 2 until form 5 we are best friend...he really is a good friend can help me a lot especially my mathematic .... but the genius in math is Winnie ...she can answer all de question ...i really admire her ....
Barrett is a talkative friend among us ....he rally can talk a lot ...and last time her mother was selling vegetarian rice ...is really nice but now i can't eat anymore T.T his mum not selling anymore ... Then weng joe and Tze weng like to sleep in class ...dun know why ?? maybe they always sleep late because of maple game .... hehe
this picture is took this year during CNY 2011 ...is just a memories ....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Friendship ForEVER ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Broken Heart

Recently ...

Recently I really no mood and confuse ....and very dissapointed with some friends ...i really sad what i saw in my friends .... In this world izit still have ?? if a human did good things izit will end up with good result ??? I don't think so =.= ...

i very dissapointed ....What is friends MEANS ??? in my opinion is the FRIEND is just when they need u or want to ' use ' u they only will come and search you ...nowadays really is hard for me to find a TRUE friend!!! Eventhough everyday in her mouth said ...u r her best friend or is her good listener ... but all is BULLSHIT !!!! when they are happy they just will left u in a corner or don't care about u .... Now my aim is to faster finish my 3 years course then back to my own sponsor and WORK because now all these friends is all BULLSHIT !!!! sorry i need to shout out but i can't ...so i only can write it here ....

What?!

During working I very stress!!!
I hate those people always comment about others people. Human really scary ... they can pretend in front of you .... in front of you they very kind and will makes you laugh but behind u will bad comment about you to others . Really scary . I feel want give them a mirror ! why ? because want to let them know human not 100% perfect ! every human will make a mistake and have their own attitude ....
always order ppl work for you .... but u not appreciate us ... u all said we all are killers WTF !!! hate them !!! plz la if we r not help u who going to help u all !!! always become runner I think I can win 1st price in jogathon !!!!
anything mistake or inceident happen ... u all will blame on us !!! why ? why ? me and my friends also no mood to celebrate PH .... hate them !!!
Home Sweet Home .... I like to stay at home .... home is heaven ... I can do whtever I like and eat whtever I like ! really free of stress .... wahaha >.<
hope tonight God will bless me ! hope everything fine ... next week start study yes !!! hurray !!!

Feeling??!!

haha long time i didn't update my blog.... really a very long time.... because I no have extra time for me to update my blog.

Tomorrow is my first day doing night shift ... so I need to adjust my sleeping time ... I plan tonight sleep late and 2morrow morning go to church a while and continue SLEEPING wahaha...

I wondering why I want be a human...??? izit be a plant or animal is better than being a human ??? be a human really very tired .. everyday facing different types of problems and need to solve it....Izit I choose this carrier is a good choice ??? I really like my job but.... sometimes feel why I want be so suffer??? want to join this job really need a patient ... everyday i will face different types of pt and different types of attitude.... i really need a patient i hope God will provide me some wisdom and energy ....

I very hate ppl comment about my job .... one day heard somebody have bad comment about my job they said I just need to pratice and no need study also can already ... I feel like want to shout at him and said ..... my job is really need patient and need to study not anybody can simply join my work .... if morning work need to wake up earlier ... u not yet wake up work I already working half way... u on leave i working ... at afternoon shift u went home I still working ... on night shift u still SLEEPING i still working ..... U KNOW A NOT ??? don't simply comment about ppl's job....This job very stress n stress...Everyday need to pray hard not happen any incident while I on duty if not i need to hang myself..... I die better than pt die ... sometimes stress until I cry... something that I have did wrong somebody will shout at me on the road all ppl look at me ... my mum also no scold me like this .... I still need to study and upgrade more knowledge ...if not how to take care u .... I just pray hard to God i hope God really can bless me and i can graduate in 2012 ... I really hope that....

emmm...long time no update my blog ...haha. today suddenly feel want to write blog. today is my last day work in clinic .... feel so sad but also feel happy want to start my study life ... funny feeling.
Today my doctor bring me and other staff ' kakak' go to had lunch ....like a farewell party ... haha ... dr. bring us go to eat NASI KANDAR so nice ermmm ... near KLCC call Pelita nasi kandar ... dr need to spend so much of money ^.^ ... after that we went to Jusco to walk walk ... dr. bring us go to STARBUCKS !!!! drink coffee !!! so nice... really happy ... i feel very lucky have a really really really good doctor !!! dr. so sayang me somemore help me inject flu vaccine .... haha really happy today . haha ... sure want to keep contact with my dr....... n kakak ...... they r so kind n teach me so much .......